"Life is amazing" is what I would love to type in. It's what comes to mind first thing. That's not true. Life isn't amazing. I am still upset, aggravated, and depressed. No one seems to notice, nor care. Once in awhile my friends ask "what's your problem?" instead of "what's wrong?" I say, "nothing." But what I really want to happen is, I want them to hug me and say " i know there is something wrong." and I want to tell them everything. How I constantly feel horrible. How I constantly have to stick it in. How I constantly feel insecure and worthless. every single second of the day. I want someone to realize how i feel, to tell me that I am beautiful.. 

but I know that's not gonna happen.

& even if it did, it would be a lie.